Now what am I suppose to do?

I'm sorry, that all sucks. i think you have to try your best to get over her, as hard as it seems. she clearly doesn't want to be your girlfriend anymore. i like to think that everything happens for a reason. if you agree with me, you'll know that in the end you will find someone better for you, and that this was meant to be. besides, long distance relationships are difficult. unless there is unwavering loyalty & love on both sides, you're wasting your time. i guess see her over winter break if you want to, but if you don't want to then don't feel that you have to.